But - I suppose I thought it from the first time we really talked. Well, I thought you were really brave, too. Especially when we were fighting those - whatever they were. If you hadn't been there, none of us would have made it.
You matter, Sabre-kun. You would matter even if I didn't feel this way - even if we'd simply stayed friends, I would want to offer you that much. I... you matter. You do. You matter, and you're not disposable, and I will never, ever feel like losing you is acceptable, I--
[ Sabre kisses her back, ears lowered, heart pounding in her throat.
That's everything she wants to hear, always. Wants it so bad that it aches and makes tears prick the corners of her eyes even as she eventually pulls back.
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hissterics) wrote2020-05-29 06:50 pm
Re: KISS GAME - day 282
[She clinks the vial with Sabre's, then drinks from it.]
By the way, Sabre-kun... you look very handsome today. I think handsome is a better word than pretty for you. Pretty is too soft for you.
Re: KISS GAME - day 282
But before she can do anything she blushes, one ear flicking ]
Uh-- really?
Because pretty definitely applies to you. You always look--
[ OH NO WHAT'S HAPPENING ]
Re: KISS GAME - day 282
[COMPLIMENTS ARE WHAT IS HAPPENING]
U-um... thank you?
But - I suppose I thought it from the first time we really talked. Well, I thought you were really brave, too. Especially when we were fighting those - whatever they were. If you hadn't been there, none of us would have made it.
Re: KISS GAME - day 282
[ Breaks off, ears lowering uneasily the more WORDS fall from her mouth ]
But you did it over and over again. I kept waiting for you not to follow through, but you always did, and I . . . that was everything to me.
[ VIALS WERE A MISTAKE ]
Re: KISS GAME - day 282
You matter, Sabre-kun. You would matter even if I didn't feel this way - even if we'd simply stayed friends, I would want to offer you that much. I... you matter. You do. You matter, and you're not disposable, and I will never, ever feel like losing you is acceptable, I--
[Vials were a mistake, but--
[She presses her lips gently to Sabre's.
[She doesn't regret saying a single word.]
Re: KISS GAME - day 282
That's everything she wants to hear, always. Wants it so bad that it aches and makes tears prick the corners of her eyes even as she eventually pulls back.
Voice lowered: ]
And what is . . . "this way"?